Sincere Frustration!!!

It has been since March 15th that my grand daughter has moved out of our home with her Mommy.  The split up between my son and Kellie has been weighing heavy on me, it is ugly when it shouldn't be.  It is amazing how you think you know someone until they do something like this.

Anyone who has known me, knows that I love Kellie to pieces, thought of her as the daughter I never had.  She and I did everything together and we talked at length about everything possible.  But she has become so mean and cold-hearted that I can not wrap my brain around it.

I just had to express my feelings here, as I am doing my best to hold back my feelings for Mariah and David's sake.

This is for you Kellie!

I sat through strife and tears,

While the world beat you down,

I was there to lift you up and get your back,

When friends were nowhere to be found

You assured me you were better than them,

You’d never behave like that.

But today you have become no different,

Now that you wear a different hat.

Funny how you say and do

Such very different things,

You defend each action with conviction

So no one knows what you really mean.

If this is who you were all the along,

I can no longer be sad to see you go.

If this is what lies beneath your face,

You are not the person I could have known.

I have to say goodbye today,

To the person I saw grow,

The person I believed you had become,

And the new person I have come to know.

© Debbie Heisler ~ 2013